I just got to hear about this last night. I couldn't sleep at all, I just laid up, thinking about everything. The next they I figured that there's many people going like "Haha, good that he died." and "Yay, one pedophile less in this world!" it really hurt to read those things. I mean... I wasn't a very huge fan of him, but I liked him a lot. I kinda grew up with him somewhere with his music in the shadows around me. It felt great to know that he was still there, living as a legend that he is. But now... it's like the shadows are empty. There's no one. In one night... it all changed. Why? Why did someone like him have to pass away? He's a legend and he deserved to live at least 50 years more!
I used to say "He's so sick that he'll probably die soon." at times, but I didn't want him to die, and I didn't know that he actually was going to die this soon. It hurts to remember what I said. It hurts to remember the pictures I've seen of him in a wheelchair. It hurts to think about the rough things he had to experience. It actually tells me that I shouldn't become so disappointed and sad by everything bad that happens. He had it worse, and he still got a huge career and got very famous. He had his dark times and many setbacks, but deep in, I don't think he was any of the things the media said he was. He's the Pop Legend, that deserves to be loved, and missed like the legend that he is. He is in a better place, now performing for the greatest audience ever. The heaven.

I'm going to dedicate this journal entry to some features of memorial work done for him. Works that he really deserved.



We'll all miss you so much, MJ. May he rest in peace


Sorry guys, no further feature this week. This is a week of sadness. Thanks for your patience and understanding.

- Nenne